Here we go....

So I am starting slow, still trying to this figure this out. The year started out bumpy as predicted but my Lord is guiding me every inch. I refuse to let go.

Its been raining for 5 days now, and this morning woke up to snow covered mountains. It was beautiful. I see God's fingerprints everywhere, everyday.

I am marveling at how fast the kids are growing.

Chloe my Pre-teen. So beautiful, sweet, and an awesome sister. Busy with school, a smartie fartie, starting to ask so many questions and eager to sit and listen to adult conversations. I have to be careful about what I say these days she is taking it all in.

Paul Caleb my baby. Enjoying every minute of being a mom to a son. Trying to savor the moments of my last child without turning him into a major Mammas Boy. He's my shadow. My cuddle boy. My copy catter. He's picking up new words daily.

And the two of them together = 2 peas in a pod.
10 year difference does'nt stop these two. They have so much fun together. They get on each others nerves and love on each other at the same time.

What do I see in the year coming up..... Just enjoying the kids, and loving on family and friends. I have recently been experiencing not putting limits on God. Expect the Unexpected. I can truly say I am ready to let go and let God. It's easier to say than actually doing it. When I actually let go major things happen and they are so beautiful in the end. I wish I would have figured this out a long time ago. This whole time I thought I was helping God, BY DOING DOING DOING. When really all I was doing was just getting in his way.